Tuesday, January 31, 2012


It breaks my heart when people say I won't give up
because I must give up on you

Friday, January 27, 2012

Sneak peak on what I did today

Went out at 1600 + today to take my driving license.
Now I am a 

I wonder how much time I'll need to gather my courage. I mean I drove the car around my neighbourhood. I haven't make it to the town by myself yet. fuu, I'll need to work on that

After that went to cari makan with mommy, Sayrah and Agile. Took a lot of random pictures along the way (since I was in good mood and I missed my camera so much. didn't used it for a few days)

Keningau Mall

The traffics were moving slowly so I took the chance to snap this picture. When I still had my driving lesson mommy will drop me here and the tutor will fetch me. It was raining so I didn't want to open the window. That explain how blurry the picture is.  
The same goes to most of the other pictures.

Tzu Chi Recycle Collection Station

Pustaka Evergreen
Favourite place to buy stationery and revision books.
But the reason I went there this evening was to buy the P sticker.
Not sure if it still  no.1 since Adamas Bookstore is now opened.
meh~didn't get the best angle but do you see the BB1M poster over there? Sigh, if only I have that.
Saw a customer trying to figure out what else she could get with the voucher. #jealous

Then stopped by this cute little cake shop

Oh look at those cupcakes!

Agile picked the one with Minnie Mouse. Mint flavoured.
Didn't picked one though since I was in the mood of eating rice.
More pictures...

Agile, mommy and Sayrah

I was like..wow. I'm not fan of angry bird but this one is really cute!

After that we went to New Star Cafe which I haven't visited for years. 
The food!
Gotta say their Bak Kut Teh was very delicious. 

The drink! Teh C special!

Okay, I had two Teh C special this week. I still remember the waiter's reaction when I asked for 3 layers drink. I had to be quick and correct my order. They don't call it 3 layers here. Just Teh C special.

Wow super long post today. I am really in the mood of blogging. Plus, I haven't blogged like this for quite some times.
ya ya I know~ lots of random pictures and they are not the best from me.
But I hope you enjoyed reading this post ;)
Omg I think my grammar is crying  : l
Good night peeps!

Let's pray for her :'(

Photo challenge

So I saw Celine's and Lion's post. I decided to do the photo challenge.


1. Go to wikipedia and hit random. The first random wikipedia article is the name of your band.
2. Go to quatationspage.com and hit random. The last four or five words of the vary last quote of the page is the name of your first album.
3.Go to flickr and click 'explore the last seven days'. Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
4.Use a photo editor to put it all together.
5. Post it in your blog ;)

The outcome!

 I got St. Mary's Park from wikipedia. Held up to you by Jennifer Anniston from quoatationspage.com and  picture from rieke_ 
I was hoping that the first picture was the third one :p because it suited more. 
look back at the picture..hmm...facepalm
ngeh~but I had fun doing this :)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


You said don't judge but that's exactly what you're doing.

How are you?

            Hi, how are you. It's been a long time since we met. It's been a long time since the last time I heard from you. I'm dying to to talk to you. I feel like asking around just to get your phone number. I won't have the courage to call you, but I thought I might just try and when you answer I'll keep quiet. All I need is to hear your voice. How does your voice sounds like now?
           Sometimes I wonder, will we ever have the chance to meet again. Maybe I'll be walking around the town and suddenly I see you on the other side of the road. Or maybe while I'm having coffee in this little cafe, you suddenly came in and took a seat by the table next to mine. Who knows right? If that really happen, I don't think you would recognize me and all I'll do are hiding and look at you, hoping that you won't realize that I am watching, but still hoping that you'll recognize me.
           It's been years but I still can't get you out of my mind. There were times I thought I did but not long after that I found myself reminiscing the times we spent. We didn't spend a lot of time together but somehow those moments stayed in my mind. I still remember some of our conversations.
           Maybe the time when I'll completely get over you will come later, though I'm not sure whether it will really happen or not. What is on your mind right now? Is it me? Have you ever thought of me? If you never, well it's good for you. Bravo, you are able to do what I had never been able to do.
          I hope that you are living your dreams. Are you enjoying what you're doing right now? I hope you are. Maybe you found someone. Maybe you're a completely different person. Not the one I used to know.
I wish you a good you a good life. May you find happiness. Don't forget me okay. At least keep a little bit of me in your memory.
         And now I don't know how to end this. Maybe this writing ends here, but the questions I've been dying to ask you will keep appearing in my mind. I have always loved you.

Sunday, January 15, 2012


I just loved last night when all of us suddenly do random doodling. It reminds on my school life. I remember one of my friend drew my face, 90 % similar to my face. I was in form 2. Till now I still keep it in my notebook at home. I used most of my time in school doodling if teachers are not around and I got nothing to do. No, I actually doodle even when the teachers are teaching. I just can't focus when I'm not doodling. I guess doodling make my listening better.
Last night was just lovely. Except that when I doodle, it turned out to be worst than kindergarten's drawing. I guess I didn't doodle as much as I did before.  But never mind, I think I know my second goal this year, to regain my drawing skill...or doodle skill. haha.
Thank you for all of you, it brings me to the old times.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Welcoming 2012 with smile

Gathered at my uncle's house to celebrate new year with them. Not only new year but also birthdays. Most of my cousins are born in December and the dates are very close to new year. Same goes to their father. So there were three cakes for them. The food they cooked were also delicious. I went 2 round. Lol no wonder I fell asleep. Manage to wake before new year like 23.55 though. ngehehe So went down and go to the bonfire.

Picture by my sister of me by the bonfire.

Lots of thing went through my mind. I thought something but I'm not sure if I can make it a vow. I'm still afraid to take that kind of risk. 

May 2012 be a blessing year for us 
Welcome back to school :)