Monday, November 28, 2011

just an update ;)

I'm home for seven days now...and I really love being at home!
Well, I must confess that I really miss my friends though. It's a good thing because I'm coming back next year. That should be a motivation for me to come back right? :p
What am I up to?
First, I'm going to get my license. Aha, yeah, I must get it this holiday. I was suppose to have it in June but the registration day of Ipg was two days before the JPJ test. Now I'm driving illegally on my own in my neighborhood to get use to driving again.. Just now I phoned my tutor and he said I won't be able to take the test this week. Good, I'm haven't gain enough confident yet. Hopefully the lesson won't begin too early tomorrow so that I practice by myself first. I need to recall back some driving tricks. Seriously, it was no fun when the car suddenly stop at the junction and your mother pull the emergency light.
Well, practice make perfect right?
Second, oh haven't make it clear yet. I have lots of plan and I'm thinking which one should go first. Haha, I think I should be reading King Lear first. An interesting story to learn with beautiful classic words. Though I actually feel dizzy after every dialogue.
Dear cousins, please come here already!
No, I'm not bored I just miss you so much! Come and we'll go around this small town and share some jokes.   Or maybe just movie time with lots of junk foods.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

The end of first semester

It is only one semester and we have already gone through a lot of things together.
Tears and laugh, love and hates
I really appreciate the moments we had together. 
When we meet again next year, I hope that our friendship will get stronger.
Till we meet again next year!

I never thought that last night finally came. We were saying goodbye to him. 
The car slowly moved and he was there waving goodbye to us. 
We don't know when will we meet again.
But I'm sure that somewhere along our path we will meet each other again.
Adieu my friend, till we meet again and good luck for your Sukma next year! 

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Delicious forbidden

When it feels so good yet it's far from right
This heart start questioning why why and why
Why do I fall when I already did
Why do my tears fall for this
Why I can't let go of it
Yet I like the feeling that was born

andcancontrolyourself :)

Thursday, November 17, 2011

#100 post and I'm dedicating it to you

Now I understand why people hug
It feels warm

Heyy, I really love our friendship. When you said that you're going to move, I really wished that you were joking.   But I believe it anyway.  I started to hope that your application will be rejected. Then I started to think how selfish I was. You are our dearest friend! I wish all the best for you and may success accompany you along your path.
Though things will change
Nothing will change the Fact that you were once our classmate and the fact that
 our friendship is awesome!
Your place in my heart can't be replaced.
Keep being yourself, friend! I expect another 'Hi' between us. So I wish that time will bring us together sometimes. 
Adieu for now, till we meet again!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Saturday, November 12, 2011


Updating my blog just because of the unique date . hhe
Well, what should I say about my life today?
It wasn't happening but it wasn't boring too.

So I said to myself, he is not manly enough
Well, who am I to say that?
He's not even close to me
Eh, what am I thinking?
Pfft...I'm sorry
Trying to get over someone by talking bad about them is too childish
ngeh, but what I just stated was not random
I did think carefully but not careful enough
I can see that the elowhveeie is blossoming between them
Never mind, though she knew that I had that kind of feeling to him before : p

Well, things can change later
They might be lover or not and it shouldn't be my business

Eh, after all I'm not eighteen yet
O.o....this is what happen when I blog without knowing the exact thing to write

...Just had conversation and I really like this word
~If I try I can fall into him but I don't want to.
hmmm....yeah. To think back it did happen to me years ago.
But then something in my mind told me that it was just a big crush
So I guess the one I'm having now is the same

I'm going to be here for five years and things will change
That boy might be more muscular #assaidbyinamorata
Him might be manlier
The *coughcough*might be more sociable
and...oh, I'm mentioning all of them...better stop.

The end of 11.11.11 entry

probably nothing

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Somehow I still wonder

Why are there these kind of people?
Can't you just mind your own business?
Tired of acting like I don't care
Hey, no one forbid you from thinking of it
As long as you keep it to yourself
But please, you need to know when to say or not to say it

Sunday, November 6, 2011


Girls were gorgeous. Boys were handsome.
It was the first time for me to dress up like that. In fact, it was the first time for almost all of us. The night was fun, but maybe  it was not my environment.
I really wish I was hyper because I think I didn't get involved like I planned to. Or maybe I was just too shocked? Geez, I really wish that I've talked more with him. What to do? I don't even have a topic to be shared. He had the chance to dance with her. Ok, I felt something but I'm sure it was not jealousy.
Boy, I didn't like it. If it was not my make up, maybe I've cried all I want.
I was a little disappointed because not everyone were able to make it, maybe next time we should make it a must for everyone to come. Actually I was hoping that I will be called during the Truth and Dare game but never mind, I still had fun watching them revealing the truths and doing the dares.
After all, I still had a lot of fun! I really like the 'getting ready' part and I hope next year we can work together to make our night better than this one.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Read this

I'm not gonna be young forever
So I'm going to have fun as long as I can