Last day of January 2015

The things we own are merely tokens of what we have done to this world. None of them are eternal. Your beauty will fade and one day lost. Your stuffs will one day rust and then even money won't be able to ease your heart. Therefore what we have now, we must must not take them for granted. We must not boast about it. They will not last. 

Take a look into your heart instead, and look at the most important things or persons. 

Most importantly, take a look your belief, feel it, because those are the things that will remain even after we're gone. Those are the things that will remain even when our stories are buried under the soils and covered by the new faces of the earth.

and...

               I took a very long break, didn't I? Well, I've posted maybe two posts but really, that was it. Still, it was great. It has been a long time since I didn't write at all. I was devastated sometimes, that I couldn't bring myself to sit and write, but I finally realized that it was no harm at all. It had been a long time since I read and only read. It had been a long time since I think and only think. I don't think that those thoughts were wasted because by only thinking, those thoughts were carefully digested and slowly the ones I truly hold on to the most become clearer to me. I was able to think without being disrupted by blank spaces that I was so eager to write on. I've always wanted to be myself and I can say that I am closer to myself. I see now that they are many things await, and they wait patiently for me to unwrap. 

             This was something that I had to go through in order to see things from the different sides of me. I must say that I am a calmer person because of this, and I love it. I'm looking forward to write more after this. The road to finding what I'm made of is still long journey but I'm glad that I have my angels and someone whom I know will always be by my side.

Gifts

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Sometimes it was too late when we finally open the gift.

We had all the time, but then we leave it in the darkest place in our locker, or maybe we chose to just ignore it even when the gift is right in front of us.

But that didn't stop the magic from happening.

While we were ignoring it, the magic spell grows stronger and its charm becomes more captivating.

That moment when you finally decide to unwrap it

Is when you finally realize what have been missing from your life.

That little piece of puzzle is now found and

For the first time you feel joy in a way you thought you’ll never be able to.

Sometimes, it is better that way.

Maybe it was meant to be that way.

So that you will appreciate your gift even more...

So that you know what you’re really into...

So that you know the worth of the Gift that will always be yours.

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Appreciate your gift

Unwrap it 

Share it with your brothers and sisters

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The end of my fingers lightly brushes the pile of thoughts written in this sphere. I can feel the dust trapped in between the fingerprint lines in my hands. It has been a really really long time since the last one. 

I was busy being real. I was busy living a reality that I now love more. I miss writing here. And I still remember that one particular thing I wished to write a month ago. I will write that but I''ll have to rearrange my draft.

Now that I can at least breathe, and I got two signs that I have to write again, I'm finally here. It's still early to sum up the semester, but I can say that it has been tough. Just a little bit more and this sem will come to its end. I can't be sure though, of my feeling this year. 

I know, you know, we all know that changes are inevitable. But the transition can make it seems so hard to take. 

Well, while we still have time, we just spend every moment making memories shall we?

The happy ones, the silly ones, the crazy ones. That when we look back, we'll squeal and laugh till we cry.

*Welcoming Junior*Deepen*B.A.S.I.C*

B.A.S.I.C stands for brothers and sisters in Christ. Last Sunday we made it our official name. Praise the Lord, these multiple events ran successfully that day :)

Under His Wings

That particular day, I think I truly understand what He felt when He lifted His head after He was baptized. In the sky above, the sun rays was beautifully brought by the Holy Spirit in the form of a dove. What a joy He must have felt when His father announced that Jesus is His son.

The faith that He is truly over there, watching us. 

~

It was very late. I passed by the last person on the track. After a few meters, I decided to look up to the view at my back. How stunned I was to see what laid up in front of me. 

A pair of wings in tangerine colour, swirled by the blue of the sky was spread open up there. I stayed there for a few moments. Unable to share it with someone else as I was the only one left, I tried to remember as many details as I could. I tried to really translate what I was feeling at that moment.

God showed it to me at the end of the day, during the transition of day into night,  like a reminder that He was with me all day long. That all this time I was under the safety of His angels' wing. And I believe that as long as I live, together God, and Jesus and the Holy Spirit will take care of me. 

What I have to do is to keep believing even if I can't see Him.

I believe that when I can't see Him, that's the moment when He is really close to me.

~

Her day :)

 That evening

her soft colour contrasted beautifully with the surrounding,

 He was coming fast.

He noticed her,

and seemed suddenly realized that he needed to do something,

he went on and called her name. 

Loud and quick.

She lifted up her face a second too late

She didn't hear or see anything,
but later,
 she learned about it
and instant constant happiness finally appeared in her face.