Thursday, October 31, 2013

and I found another

Closing my eyes trying to sleep,
Emptying my mind trying to forget you,
You've been on my mind all day,
Let me not think about you at night.

I don’t want to dream, because dream will end,
I don’t mind a dreamless sleep,
For I know that I’ll have the real dream with open eyes,
For I know that it won’t end unless …unless
~found this in my foundation’s notebook~

After that talk, I can’t seem to focus on anything else today. This heart is beating in a strange way. A few months ago, I might think that I’m dying. I still do sometimes. But now things had seemed to become clearer to me.

…I’ve been deleting those words. 
Oh. I've kept giving myself reasons but I guess from now on, I’ll try to depend on His timing.

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