Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Last day of January 2015


The things we own are merely tokens of what we have done to this world. None of them are eternal. Your beauty will fade and one day lost. Your stuffs will one day rust and then even money won't be able to ease your heart. Therefore what we have now, we must must not take them for granted. We must not boast about it. They will not last. 

Take a look into your heart instead, and look at the most important things or persons. 
Most importantly, take a look your belief, feel it, because those are the things that will remain even after we're gone. Those are the things that will remain even when our stories are buried under the soils and covered by the new faces of the earth.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Reminiscing the good old days ...

~ had a lot of fun with her ~
we decided to write something tonight

We were laughing when we started talking about the good old days. We never get bored no matter how many times we repeat the stories. 
She told me hers, so now I'm writing about mine...
The one I think I remember the most

Afternoon. It was math class. I was in the same group with him. I don't remember what we were learning about but I remember that few seconds. 
The teacher told us to mark a few pages. Somehow I missed the pages she mentioned. So I asked him, who were sitting next to me. He could have just tell me which page to mark. Instead, 
he guided my hand. 
It happened too fast, with all the noises as a background, I blushed a little and said, thank you. Or was it something else?
I packed my things up and returned to my original place since math class was over. 
Until now, I still remember what I felt that afternoon. 
Though I actually took some times to figure that out. 

and there were other times ...

When we finally talk after the long silence.
I saw him kinda slowing down his pace. I too did the same. Probably because I didn't have to rush to the gate. 
Then, they were only us, walking together as if nothing had happened between us. 
If I still remember, we were talking something about modern ways of communication. ngehhh
Time slowed down. 
Yes, I actually felt that. 
I have never had the same feeling after that day. 
... and that was the last time we ever talked to each other. 
I mean having a real conversation. 

other times...oh sure!

The stairs...
When I almost fall from the stairs, but that was fun ^^
When I walk with her on my way back home, though we were only able to do that for a few months.
When I humiliate myself by.... oh I'll leave that alone. Too humiliating :p

I can't write all of them here, as I plan to keep some of it untold. 
Reminiscing the past is always my favourite thing to do. Often I do it alone, but it was more fun today, as I have someone to laugh with : )





Friday, March 22, 2013

Things Unspoken


               Even when the lips are silent, the body is still, and the face doesn’t react, doesn’t mean the heart doesn’t beat, doesn't complain, and doesn’t cry. 
It tries to hide countless emotion all the time.
 All the time.
 Sometime it gets tired too. 
That’s why sometime out of the blue, the lips, the body and face suddenly blurted out things you never want to hear, or things you never knew existed. 
 It happens to all of us. 
We might have differences in the kind of secrets and bruises we hid, but all of us had something in common. We all have things unspoken in our heart.  

Friday, September 28, 2012

Candle ish Spirit

I have a candle ish spirit
Once lighted I'm bright with spirit
I release energy of heat 
As if I am the brightest
I am the source of life

But once wind my enemy strike
My light is gone with a single blow
and it do not even wait
The melted part of me harden 
Ugly
and I'm left like an emotionless soul
Even my shadow is transparent

Monday, May 7, 2012

it was there



When you ask me that question
It actually hurt me a bit
Of course I gave the kind of answer I gave to everyone
Still, it hurt to be in a situation where I end up being reminded of the past 

Monday, April 9, 2012

If only you are here

If only you are here
If only I was brave
If only I you believed it sooner
If only distance didn't interfere
Despite that one thing that kept me quiet 
We can be perfect without being together



now we don't even know how each other doing