I've stopped but I'm not sure if this the place I want to land on

Somehow I still feel like a lost butterfly

I've entered a place I've never think of getting into

This place where I often have those feelings that I hate

This place that won't let me go. 

I've known this place by name

and little bit inside from what I've been exposed by my father

But he never tell me the truth about this place

and I never care for I never thought I'll end up here.

Sometimes the other side of my heart wonder

What if I waited just a little bit longer?

I could have gone for another place

Another life, another dream.....

I do love what I'm currently doing

I love the extra activities because those are the choices that I made

But do they worth because they're not the major thing?

I'm learning something that I like but I desire to learn that one thing that I love.