Your eyes were red
Your voice were shaking
Your body was inconsistent
And they stand and throw words at you
Some relevant
Some do not
I was there just looking
Afraid of saying something
Remembering the days you were talking about
Sorry
That what I wanted to say
But my mouth was locked
And my hands were weak
I saw that you were angry
Yet I didn't do anything
I isolated myself from everything
For I also reached my limit
Sorry
For didn't do anything on it
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
I'm just boring
Today is kinda a boring or simply another day. Harap2 lepas first meeting untuk koir karang terus ada pelangi! yay! oops, bukan bermaksud saya mengharapkan hujan ya >.<! I just hope that my day will be enlighten by that choir thingy! Yesh, nasib ada koir d sini, first time lagi ni ada, ngehehehe! Saya tau banyak ni latihan nanti, kalau kena suruh diet untuk jaga suara, matai.....babai kepada minuman yang ada ping di belakangnya. Tapi ok juga ba tu kan, kalau sanggup segalanya boleh dibuat. Setakat yang termampulah kan....
Just a few minutes ago, Miss Caroline just said, 'When you have your allowance you girls have to invest some money in make-up'....and I was like :p.....I expected that. Ok, Ok, I will try try try try....BIG SMILE :)
Ya laa, jadi cikgu mesti kena kena nampak attractive...kan? Miss Caroline just said that :p
This evening, planning to bersukan! Tapi mungkin saya hanya akan stay di siring gelanggang netball dan berlompat - lompat menggunakan tali untuk berskipping. Tingulah kalau saya rajin p belajar main. Macam malas pula, mau ikut archery juga, tak sabar nak tengok demo sabtu ni... jangan la ba terlampau banyak ikut aktiviti ba kan. Sukan lain boleh pelan pelan belajar ba kan, nanti nda siap pula task and assignment yang datang bagaikan hujan kucing dan anjing. <--sorry for the direct translate :p
Apa lagi mau ditaip ni, erm....ok.....
P/s to Sayrah
Tengoklah kalau ada yang ngam, confirm 40? besar juga!
haha, bukan kasut pun boleh ba kan....pandailah saya cari tu
Ok lah, cukup sdh berblog untuk hari ni. teda2 juga yang tulis. Buruk btul bahasa saya kali ini, siou no kopio. BIGSMILE! :)
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
It was Teary
Chatting with the first one
And this time it was ok
No awkwardness
Just like six years ago
Sigh
It was a sigh of relief
We finally broke the ices
That suddenly built up between us
And that seems too high and thick to be broken
But we made it...finally
And to be honest with him
Was something that I wanted for a long time
It was teary
To remember all conversations we had
To remember how the other classmates look at us
To remember how the ices formed
To remember the vanished letter
To remember how I smile with him in my mind, trying to sleep
To remember how sometimes I get exited to go to school because of him
To remember how I used to look at the basketball court every time we passed school, trying to look for him in his red t shirt
How I wish I can go back in time to fix the things that happened between us
Thanks God
For come cleaning us this very early in the morning
Thursday, July 14, 2011
I haven't declare it as love yet
Yes, I am being too careful
After the breaks up I've seen
After the experiences I experienced
After the nights of tears that I've gone through
As I sing myself to sleep at night
I can't help myself but to remember them
The guys I thought I've fallen in love with
I just realized that it was not that kind of love
I realized that it was just a crush
A big crush
And admire
But they're still in my heart
I shall never forget who I have fallen in love with
The first one
Though we never been together, I believe that our heart did
And the crushes
They made my life sweeter
Even though they may have no idea about it
Maybe this is my strength
I've hold my words that I made that evening
It was raining and I promised myself
To never be in relationship before I finish school
Yes, I finished school on 13th December 2011
The day I finished my last SPM paper
I was teary
I've got too used to school life
The homework
The scolding
The friends
The place I've experienced my first love
I know that I am going through the same process
But this time I have experiences
Maybe they're still not enough
But I know this time I have friends who are willing to give their advises
And support me in whatever I do
Maybe this time
It's just another crush too
So I'll just wait see
After the breaks up I've seen
After the experiences I experienced
After the nights of tears that I've gone through
As I sing myself to sleep at night
I can't help myself but to remember them
The guys I thought I've fallen in love with
I just realized that it was not that kind of love
I realized that it was just a crush
A big crush
And admire
But they're still in my heart
I shall never forget who I have fallen in love with
The first one
Though we never been together, I believe that our heart did
And the crushes
They made my life sweeter
Even though they may have no idea about it
Maybe this is my strength
I've hold my words that I made that evening
It was raining and I promised myself
To never be in relationship before I finish school
Yes, I finished school on 13th December 2011
The day I finished my last SPM paper
I was teary
I've got too used to school life
The homework
The scolding
The friends
The place I've experienced my first love
I know that I am going through the same process
But this time I have experiences
Maybe they're still not enough
But I know this time I have friends who are willing to give their advises
And support me in whatever I do
Maybe this time
It's just another crush too
So I'll just wait see
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
RE:RE:RE:RE: THE UNSPOKEN ~ 1. This Feeling that I'm loving, Yet the after that I'm scared of
Done your homework, eh? Ha, I know you're gonna say like that! And I agree about the A.C.C.U.T.E part! I'm always annoyed by that. So geli to see, kan! huahaha, as long as they don't do the duck face.
Well, is he the one I'm crushing on? No, not him. But he I do like him playing the guitar!He played more than words, omg! Very fascinating! hee hee
He's more like a brother to me...cheh, I mean more like a younger brother.
One of the things here that I really like is, we are all interested in music!
We went to St. Paul in Balung recently. Whoa I really like the route! We pass through the oil palm factory and palm orchad! And the road was grabel...hahahaha. I really like that! ngahehehehe, I think there're only two persons who like the palm smell. hehehe...EPIC <---my friend said that.
Well, is he the one I'm crushing on? No, not him. But he I do like him playing the guitar!He played more than words, omg! Very fascinating! hee hee
He's more like a brother to me...cheh, I mean more like a younger brother.
One of the things here that I really like is, we are all interested in music!
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| what we use to get to St. Paul Best! |
Sunday, July 10, 2011
She didn't want the ride to end
He was sitting there with her by his side
And smile when his friends start to ask about them
It didn't look like serious but when it comes to heart matter
The explanation will be so hard
Maybe he know
Maybe he don't
But how will she know
She is afraid to let the question out
Maybe she should just forget about it
Let everything happen naturally
Let the jealousy be an accessory of her heart
It might be good to have it
Because it shows that you love
But when he doesn't even know
It becomes ridiculous
And smile when his friends start to ask about them
It didn't look like serious but when it comes to heart matter
The explanation will be so hard
Maybe he know
Maybe he don't
But how will she know
She is afraid to let the question out
Maybe she should just forget about it
Let everything happen naturally
Let the jealousy be an accessory of her heart
It might be good to have it
Because it shows that you love
But when he doesn't even know
It becomes ridiculous
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Re:Re:This feeling that I'm loving, Yet the after that I'm scared of
Found is fb? Do your comparison then. Huahaha!
I'll let it happen naturally...Whose that guy's name? The nature guy? Still stuck like glue eh? How come o! Wait, you mean the guy whose name start from the 18th letter of the basic modern Latin alphabet?
I won't watch that mv, youtube forbidden here =.=...and because I can expect how's the video look like. eww!
Dunno what else to say, since I don't think I want to write all of the details here...So tunggulah hari raya kio! Huahahaha!
But I gotta tell you something, we are very one Malaysia here! And sometime I feel like we're here to learn how to teach bahasa, (so baku ba our language!) And one of most fun part here is, when it comes to literature everyone's exited about it! Go and read 'what lips my lips have kissed' by Edna St. Vincent Millay. You'll like or you'll dislike it.
I'll let it happen naturally...Whose that guy's name? The nature guy? Still stuck like glue eh? How come o! Wait, you mean the guy whose name start from the 18th letter of the basic modern Latin alphabet?
I won't watch that mv, youtube forbidden here =.=...and because I can expect how's the video look like. eww!
Dunno what else to say, since I don't think I want to write all of the details here...So tunggulah hari raya kio! Huahahaha!
But I gotta tell you something, we are very one Malaysia here! And sometime I feel like we're here to learn how to teach bahasa, (so baku ba our language!) And one of most fun part here is, when it comes to literature everyone's exited about it! Go and read 'what lips my lips have kissed' by Edna St. Vincent Millay. You'll like or you'll dislike it.
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